Connee’s Cruise Notes, Hawaii January-Feb 2007
1. So you are feeling pretty proud of yourselves, aren’t you?
2. The Source that is you preceded you before you came into the physical. It is constantly evolving. It shoots forward with each new contrast, and becomes the culmination of every rocket of desire you have ever had. It is all you have become and are becoming already.
3. That Inner Being part of you ALWAYS cruises! It is always looking for positive aspects.
4. When you bring your physical self along, the opportunity to align is immense.
5. We can see your vibrational escrows, they are indescribable! They are ALL that you have set forth.
6. Over these 15 days, you will be predominantly focused on things you appreciate. This will allow you to practice alignment in your being.
7. Feel the love of your Source surrounding you as this great ship rocks you to sleep! What fun is before us ALL!
8. For now, wait, we are not complete… Do you have long lists of questions? THROW THEM AWAY!!!
9. Get yourself into the rhythm of the sea and the rhythm of your being. And then see what happens.
10. There is great love here for you!
11. You came into physical because of your enthusiasm for this leading edge, contrasting place, which is the perfect environment for your motion forward!
12. Do you think a feathered nest is best for new conclusions to be born? Or tragedy, drama and a featherless nest? You have control over how many feathers are in your nest!
13. From nonphysical, you had very clear, but nonspecific intentions regarding this lifetime. You said, “I want an environment in which I can expand. I will remember who I am!” Your socialization helps you to forget your innate worthiness.
14. Source energy is vibrationally alert, alive and aware within you. You get moment by moment feedback from the expanded part of you as your emotions. If you feel good, you are allowing your good. If you feel bad, you are not. You want to understand how those 2 vibrational perspectives play off each other.
15. Your Source Energy is always right there with you, enjoying even your most lackful experience. Whether you are mostly in tune and your preferences are subtle, or you are very out of harmony and your preferences are screaming and crying out for more, Source Energy becomes that which you want instantly.
16. Your Inner Being always becomes the vibrational equivalent of that which is the culmination of all that you intended before you came into physical, plus all the desires birthed in the physical. That is your vibrational escrow, the leading edge for you, where Law of Attraction responds to you the most. This is what creates your POWERFUL stream!
17. Everything you see as you move around the world creates your vibrational signal. If you are appreciating someone else’s prosperity, you are a match to your flowing stream of prosperity – you have no resistance to it. When you feel elation, clarity, vitality, the powerful Law of Attraction summons to you everything that matches elation.
18. Stop seeing yourself as human. You are an evolved being, Source energy which is ever coming into alignment with your desires, plus your physical part. And when you come into alignment, too, that is the MOST leading edge place. When you want it, it is done. When you ask, it is given.
19. Your stuff is somewhere between the you that you have become and what you are being in this moment.
20. Your stuff is not just passively waiting, it is in readiness for you, ever calling you to it with the signal of feeling better when you turn toward it.
21. Accept going with the flow as natural. You buck the current only in your feeling of unworthiness.
22. Stop working so hard at life!
23. The stream will carry you. Let the rhythm of the Universe work for you. Law of Attraction is always responding to that which you have become.
24. When you complain, it is always upstream. If you are not resisting the stream, it always takes you to the money!
25. You are saying, “I want a mate” and so is that other person over there. Law of Attraction is calling with all its might to each of these humans to bring them to each other. Their counterparts have already found each other in nonphysical. You just have to release yourself to go. Your mate may already be over there with his Vibrational Escrow. The question is ‘where are you?’
26. All of your vibrational rendezvous have already taken place, just let yourself go with the stream. Only you can hold yourself apart from what you want. When you relax, you fill get impulses, and feel an unquenchable thirst to do things you’ve never done before. And then you will rendezvous with others acting on impulse, too.
27. There is nothing you want that you haven’t already been and done in nonphysical that you want. You have already achieved it. It’s those same old tired stories that hold you apart from what’s already there for you. Practice finding more downstream thoughts. As you get into that habit, more and more things will fall into place.
28. Manifestation is as quick as moving from angry to joyful. Things will just show up.
29. Sometimes it is annoying to Esther that something she thought was going to be incredibly magnificent, when it comes, feels just like the next logical step. She says, “I like the feeling of excitement when I doubt and then receive.” But it is not really a match when you really, really want something and think you cannot get it.
30. You will get so used to manifesting that in time, you will get your kicks from conception rather than manifestation.
31. All the others you are seeking that you want to live with, love and talk to are already lined up in vibrational escrow. JUST LIGHTEN UP!!!
32. Reach for trust and hope rather than doubt.
33. You learned to feel how you feel in the womb, from your family and TV and the world. The way you feel in every moment is the mixture of your vibrations and your Inner Being’s. Your Inner Being knows nothing is off-limits for you. It’s off the charts from a human understanding.
34. Who you really are is always calling you. Your complaints tug against your energy stream. And if it feels bad thinking of it, it will be bad when you get there. If you make a habit of complaining, the stream will beat you up. The stream WILL have its way with you. Nothing you want is upstream. Learn to recognize downstream.
35. Appreciate every moment of negative emotion. It is powerful GUIDANCE that you need.
36. During the rough seas on the first day, Esther thought of the ship as a torture chamber she had invited you all to and felt bad. She asked Abraham to smooth out the seas. And we said to her, “Esther, why are you paddling upstream, trying to change the conditions?” She was taking responsibility for the ocean and the wind and the moon and ALL of you! That’s hardly what allowing is. You keep thinking that changing the conditions is what you are here to do. We would not change those seas if we could.
37. Allowing is finding a way to a down stream thought in the middle of an upstream experience!!
38. She started thinking, “It is an adventure. No one will die of this (though some might wish they would!)” She started feeling relief. And her grandchildren slept well through all of it!
39. Just direct your thought toward feeling better. You couldn’t feel strong negative emotion if your stream were not flowing fast. You care about the subject, so opposite thoughts will feel bad.
40. Life will be good to you if you let it. Reach for the improved feeling of relief over and over.
41. Esther was not sea sick, but she was desperately upset that you might not be having a good experience. She can’t feather all the nests of the world.
42. Don’t you just love being out in the middle of the ocean with no control of conditions? Esther tried to calm the waters and part the seas. But the situation finally comes when you HAVE to find a way from where you are that feels a bit better.
43. Don’t compare how you are feeling with anyone else on the planet. It’s all between you and your Inner Being. Make up your mind that you will reach for relief.
44. Just say, “Where I am is where I am and that’s ok, because I am on my way to where I want to be.” It will help you move beyond trying to control conditions.---- Part 2
45. Your father doesn’t give a rip what you do with his ashes, please yourselves! He is scattered hither and yon already now, yet not really at all. Now he’s both expansive AND specific.
46. Scattering ashes is symbolic of releasing resistance. Do what gives YOU goose bumps. They are inconsequential to him. The whole of who he is is complete still.
47. The timing of a death is not important. There is no one on the other side saying, “Get your butt over here!” Timing is often about fear of the unknown. It really doesn’t matter at all how long it takes. Your mother is taking years, and that is fine.
48. When you hold someone as your point of attention, you acclimate to that vibration yourself. Focus on the best of your Mom. Either she will move to her best here, or open her vortex and makes her transition into nonphysical. Either she will let go or heal, both are good.
49. Don’t focus on what she doesn’t want, that’s what causes them to hang on.
50. We want to give you responsibility of how you behold her. It takes a strong person to be downstream all the time. Just don’t pay much attention to the upstream thoughts. Focus on their vibrational escrow – who they have already become from their Inner Being’s perspective. Train yourself into vibrational alignment. Then not only is Law of Attraction calling them this way, but you are no longer pulling them away from their vibrational escrow by your focus of attention.
51. Uplift by being aloof. Be sympathetic to their Vibrational Escrow Being. Don’t let their needs superceded yours. Selfishness is leverage. You want to be in alignment, not looking for agreement in misery. Your work is to listen for your own connection first. And if they aren’t swept up into your alignment, you won’t rendezvous with them often. They are only there because YOU are looking at them being ornery toads.
52. Make it matter more to you that you feel good. People having a hard time sometimes train you to see them as they are, and you don’t notice that it doesn’t feel good to you. As you pay more attention to how you feel, you will see your vibrational relationship with them.
53. In your Book of Positive Aspects, think of the most dynamic relationships in your life. Write each name individually on a page and ask this question… “What kind of relationship does my thinking about you cause in my relationship to my Inner Being???”
54. Suppose they cheated you. They seem to have caused you to disconnect from your Inner Being. But say to yourself, “Oh, wait! You can’t create in my experience – I’m using you as my excuse to disconnect MYSELF! I want to stop doing that.”
55. Some are easy to love, you feel good when you think about them. They are pleasing to think about, but you must not ask others to change their behavior so you can feel good.
56. Feel each name on each page as the rascal they have been to you, and then note, “I’ve trained myself into patterns of thought about you that have caused me to separate from me! That ends TODAY! I now know what my real objective is. I will close my gap myself. I am free to close my gap with you being as you are. I can find a new way to see you that feels good.”
57. You are looking for a feeling of relief on the rest of the page. Let go of the oars and let the stream turn you. You will feel immediate relief.
58. Whether it is the President, or a leader of another country, or a family member, friend or neighbor, you can come to the place where you realize the circumstances don’t have to change for you to feel better, again and again. If you come into alignment, though, it has to change.
59. The attitude “Give me a change and I will feel better” is a standoff. Feel better first, and things WILL change.
60. Feel good NOW. We want you to come to where we are. Your Inner Being loves the rascals. Release resistance. By the way, THEN you get all you want!
61. You can feel what is going to manifest vibrationally before you can see it. The thought of relationship results in a rendezvous between two people. The things you call form are actually your interpretation of vibration.
62. We perceive the manifestation fully when you BIRTH the desire. You perceive it when you expect or believe it.
63. Get over feeling natural about feeling bad.
64. In your desire to see a whale, it is already done in vibrational escrow. Law of attraction is responding to that which already happened. The whale got the word right away. The whale is on its way to you. How are you doing?
65. If you are saying, “No whale, no whale” he is breaching all over the place, and everyone has seen him but you.
66. Let yourself know that the rendezvous has already been arranged. Even things that are rare are available. When you get into alignment – OH, the cooperation of the Universe!
67. We could feel you all going along with the whale more easily than with a fortune or great health, but all those things are as easy. You say, but the whale meets me halfway, and we say, “Everything does!” More than 99% of your creation is done by the Universe, you just bring the last 1%.
68. You don’t have to bribe the whale with food, your request is enough – they are joyful just to BE! They hear the call of Source and follow it so easily.
69. Most of you have let other resistant humans train you into negative expectation. But as you let that go, you can always get what you are wanting. Even when you are seeking a rendezvous with another person, they have little to do with it.
70. Anytime you say “I’m confused and I’m struggling” you make it harder on yourself. But you also send off rockets of desire, which makes the energy move faster. Say things like “I’m looking forward to getting it. In time, this is going to make sense to me.” Find a statement that gives you a feeling of relief. “This may be confusing, but it is also exciting. I want to understand it better.” Clarity equals a series of downstream thoughts.
71. Every time you feel emotion, it means your thought is active, which is attractive. The only thoughts you need to give attention to are those that feel bad. Just stop in the moment and do your best to try to find feelings of relief. The stream will automatically turn you downstream.
72. Breathing on purpose causes energy alignment because in thinking about breathing you are NOT thinking upstream thoughts.
73. Everything you want in your life is a byproduct of your coming into alignment with you. Nothing turns you in the stream faster than no thought, that’s why meditation is helpful.
74. Your life doesn’t let you meditate all day, so you also need to find a way to be awake, alive and conscious and still turn in the stream. Practice all important subjects in your life until you can think of them in a downstream way. The best is to be focused on an important topic and riding the wave just like a surf board. Nothing is more exhilarating than letting the stream take you to where you really want to go.
75. One thought at a time, gently guide yourself into alignment. Soon you will be so in alignment that you feel great all the time. Life is then delicious in the way you meant it to be from your nonphysical perspective.
76. Kids don’t want to meditate! They want to play and focus and do even more. To be fully grown and be like them, that was your plan!
77. Guest: I get off to a slow start in the morning… Abraham: Is it your responsibility to roll? Do you get extra credit for rolling? You are describing still being dependent on your action. You are trying to jump into action before your energy is aligned. You are prepaving another slow start tomorrow by talking like this.
78. What is the difference if you are exhilarated later rather than earlier? It could be just your statement that you are a slow starter in the morning that is holding you there. A little resistance goes a long way in a fast moving environment.
79. Anytime you say, “I should be doing something different than I am,” that’s resistance. Say instead, “I am where I am…, this is what is, and it is all right.” We understand how inconsequential the action part is, but you are using that to disallow the flow by criticizing yourself. It doesn’t feel good because you are beating yourself up.
80. No one can change their energy instantly. How you feel about where you are is everything.
81. Talk about being a slow starter with the determination to make it feel downstream. This IS the work. Boring, isn’t it?
82. I start slow, but it’s inconsequential, because I always finish strong. I like to set my own standard. Don’t know why I used to beat myself up about it.
83. The larger part of you is always chilling out, not relying on action. Beating your brains out is counterproductive. It’s only the way you feel about it that matters.
84. Upstream/downstream is ALL there is to deliberate creation.
85. When you are disconnected, death is a quantum leap back into total connection. You want the bad guys to remain out of whack with the Universe, can you see how off target that is? Practice seeing even the bad guys as who they really are. Focus of their essence instead of your abhorrence of their action.
86. If you can do that, you could be a catalyst for their alignment and their behavior could change. The heavens provide that good work for EVERYONE when they die.
87. As a Catholic, you were raised to believe in the imperfection of people. That gets you pretty separated from who you really are.
88. When you look at a really bad guy, you feel terrible and resent his behavior because it feels like he is responsible for that empty feeling in you. When someone slaps you, you want to slap them back. But you are disconnected from you, and that’s the real slapping that keeps you down.
89. The one who condemns feels many times worse than the condemned! We’ve never seen anyone wishing others eternal damnation from a place of connection.
90. The more an individual wants to make a positive difference, the worse they get when they get cross-ways of the energy. They are powerful teachers, Saddham and Bush, while they are responsible for terrible suffering, they re causing millions to set off rockets of desire.
91. In your connection, you love and want to help EVERYONE.
92. The dilution ratio improves the mass consciousness – the old fussy disconnected ones croak and the new fresh ones come forth. And some, like you, move up the emotional scale and reconnect. You don’t have to wait for everyone to connect for you to have a great life. In your awakening, you find your power and the control you seek of your emotions. You never seek to control conditions unless you are disconnected.
93. Question: how does diet relate to enlightenment? Abraham: You are energy beings first and then physical; it all dovetails. Everything is vibration. The physical, sensual experience is a translation of vibration, a vibrational interpretation. Life is perceptual. You experience life as you behold it.
94. Everything you believe affects everything that happens, so studies in science always reflect the results that match the beliefs of the investigators.
95. We don’t want you to extract yourself from the physical and be vibrational only. Everything you touch, see and do is essential to your expansion.
96. If you first tend to going downstream, so you are full of your broader aspect, everything you are called to is in alignment with the wellbeing you seek. If inspiration calls you to beef, you will thrive on it. Same with roots and berries. It is possible to thrive on a myriad of diets if you are in alignment. If you are in alignment, you can eat almost anything and thrive. If you are not, your diet cannot compensate for your disconnection. Your bodies are resilient and capable as long as you are tuned in.
97. The Aborigines were not affected by the sugar in the diet. It was the poisonous thoughts they were thinking that made them sick. When you feel good, you are immune to toxins, bombs and hijackers. The Universe doesn’t line up aligned people with not wellbeing. But an otherwise aligned person who focuses on toxins becomes resistant and can line up with what they fear. TV force feeds vulnerability. Even the commercials on the weather channel are about things to worry about, all of it is upstream.
98. Most illnesses are because you are worried or mad about something. Whatever it is, it is the excuse you are using to deprive yourself of the connection and wellbeing that would otherwise be here.
99. You are very resilient. You think far from positive thoughts, but mostly you thrive.
100. Science and medicine would do much better to address vibrational causes than try to find cures after the fact.
101. Sourced Energy knows you want wellness, particularly if you have been sick. Every physical human has a vibrational escrow of wellbeing, no wellness goals are necessary. There is no one who has any disease who could not find enough downstream thoughts to turn it around.
102. Get off the president’s back, ignore global warming, forget about endangered animals. Get around the “wouldn’t it be nice if” people rather than the “isn’t it awful” people.
103. When Esther watches something on TV, Jerry may say, “WHY are we watching this???” Esther says she wants to be informed. Abraham asks what the value of being informed about what you don’t want is.
104. The ideal you is over there calling you. Be determined to feel as good as possible about this and this and this. You will be odd in your circle at first, but then your circle will go away, and a new circle will form. You will get addicted to connection and alignment.
105. If you are really in alignment, you won’t be stupid enough to drink Clorox bleach.
106. Quieting your mind is a bridge to the sensation of alignment with Source. You will find your meditation eventually turning into rampages of appreciation because delicious thoughts in full connection feel sure, wise, clear and wonderful.
107. You don’t have to choose one thing over another – find every trick in the world to release resistance.
108. If you are frightened, get mad. Any slight improvement will feel like relief. From your nonresistant meditative state, you have access to thoughts that feel great.
109. In a favorite restaurant in Oregon, Esther felt orgasmic over her cellular. She was so lined up that she tapped into her cellular appreciation for the salad, alignment with the whole of who she is, physical and nonphysical at every level.
110. The calling of your cells is the reason you want to eat anyway. Your cells are consciousness and are affected by your state of alignment. You have a chorus of cells calling for food. They would be happy with almost anything you could give them.
111. If someone gave you a plate of worms, you wouldn’t want to eat them. Your thoughts would be resistant, but your cells would be ok with them. However, in the presence of resistant thought, your cells wouldn't thrive with them either.
112. As you hear other people criticize your food, you become resistant until this has too much this or too much that. The resistance blocks the cells from thriving as they could do otherwise.
113. Appreciate those who grew it, collected it, transported it, sold it. Your appreciation while you are eating can allow you to thrive regardless of the specific foods.
114. Drumming is a focus on vibration and therefore a distraction from resistant thought. Tactile experience is a better distraction than some other things.
115. The boys you work with are very strong energies who know their own power, independence and freedom. They have been born into a society that doesn’t get them. Most people are not aware of their vibration or their Inner Being. Most people are on the raw and ragged edge feeling out of control. They are saying to these boys who have gotten into trouble, “you need to keep my rules so I can feel better.” They are insecure and vulnerable. The more insecure mass consciousness is, the more secure people want to be.
116. With these boys, when people try to control or contain them, they go berserk. They are stronger, wiser and more secure than those who are trying to contain them. You are one of them, you understand them. Tell them, “You are free, but your captors don’t know it. If you upset them, they will get unruly.” Let the kids know you know who they are, and it will diffuse a lot. They are not programmable, but you can orient them by teaching Law of Attraction to them. Help them find the magic of the Universe. Once they discover how cooperative the Universe is, they won’t need cooperative people to thrive.
117. They are the chosen ones. This looks like temporary confinement, teach them about the stream and their alignment. Watch the diffusion of their angst. They will be sensitive and organize programs to sooth their captors. They will say, “You are afraid, but you need not be afraid of me. You are afraid of your powerlessness. You locked me up, but I maintained my power. I can show you hot to do it, too, if you like!”
118. Esther is good at translating because she was just bipping along being happily ever after. She didn’t know religion, science, psychology or metaphysics, so her words are different to describe nonphysical.
119. Let them know you see them through fresh eyes. They didn’t come to embrace this society, they came to be a catalyst for freedom for many. Keep remembering that they are the brightest and the best. Practice seeing who they are. Connect with their Inner Beings. Call them back to who they are. They’re smarter than any of you! Drumming works because it changes how they feel and they don’t have resistance to it already established. Let them show you what works, just feel your way through it.
120. You are all human God force conversing together and having fun. Your job is to help them find downstream thoughts. They will get it, and thrive.
121. When you say, “I get concerned…” that’s an upstream thought. It distorts your relationship with them.
122. There are a lot of criminals who break endless rules/laws and never get caught. It’s the ones with a conscience that you have locked up. And if every one got caught who broke the law, you would ALL be in jail.
123. If they are not listening, it is because you are boring. When you are in alignment, you are compelling. They want freedom, not trouble. Teach them the power of their minds and set them free. Teach them that they are leaders and they can understand society. The more society tries to break them, the stronger they come forth.
124. Intuition and connection to Source are the same wavelength. There can be negative as well as positive impulses. How an impulse makes you feel determines whether it is positive or negative. Connection to Source is always downstream. Listen for the call of Source, and tune out everyone else.
125. It is tricky because most of you are so entwined with others. You gain your impression of yourself by other people’s feedback. If your mother was connected, you can do ok. But if your Mom is disconnected, you get a distorted view of who you are. You cannot go back and fix it. But you can stand where you are and listen for the call of Source. And then everything else comes into alignment.
126. Keep looking for ways you can delight yourself. Keep closing the gap. All of your behavior can be inspired. Inspired action can be thrilling.
127. Don’t sell short the traipsing through contrast that causes the rockets of desire that cause expansion. We want you to be at ease with the entire process of creation. Upstream thoughts help cause rockets of desire.
128. We want you to see life as a ballet of exposure to experience, which births new desires. It’s all inspired and works together. Don’t you like it when something really gets your goat? Just don’t get so far away that you can’t get back easily. We know you well, you like the drama!
129. All of God’s money is available to you. But when you think of that, it causes thoughts of lack, because you don’t know what to do with all of that. Once you get turned in the stream, money flows, and you watch that money come, and you learn to deal with that much, and then it keeps on coming. What happens is your platform shifts, and you come to a whole new vantage point to launch rockets from. Possibilities that were out of the question are now available. You have to learn to play in this new game now, where you feel the presence of more money and the things you do with it are new to you.
130. This is a new kind of contrast – you will feel your way through it. Find your balance day by day. The trickiest thing is not to disempower others with your money.
131. You must find your relationship with the world anew. You will find yourself introducing to others how you lined up your energy. That their stream is theirs and yours is yours and they have their own access.
132. Relax into this. You didn’t know what a good creator you were, but you found out for yourself. You are not that confident in other’s ability yet.
133. Once you learn to apply thought and don’t contradict it, things manifest. For most people buttons are plentiful, but most don’t think about castles yet.
134. In people who build empires, the majority of the real work happens before physical stuff appears to shift. In imagination, there is freedom. Once things manifest, now there may be contrast that can inspire you to upstream thoughts.
135. You create empires through imagination. You must manage and maintain them in the same way you created them – through imagination!
136. Don’t look at the stuff so much. Let it just be the new platform for your imagination to start from.
137. Decide what you want and don’t want, a short decision process is better. And once you have made the choice, give it your undivided attention, don’t second guess it.
138. You can choose ANYTHING and line up with it and the Universe will find a way to deliver everything that you want through that experience.
139. You have access to infinite intelligence, all of you!
140. Guest: I’m a subtle worrier, I thought I was a positive person… Abraham: That’s good, now forget that as soon as you can! And get on with looking for positive aspects. Read your BOPA each day.
141. You are a deliberate person. That means you believe in your ability to make things happen. The opposite of that is someone who trusts, the one who trusts lets things happen! You do the processes as fast as you can rather than play with them.
142. Feel the difference between someone seeking healing (an upstream thought) and someone allowing wellness (a downstream thought.) Looking for results intensely is the opposite of trusting.
143. You have done your asking work already. And Source has always answered. Your work now is to trust the stream to deliver what you want. It’s already happening.
144. It is a bigger trust to trust in the Law of Attraction and the Universe than simply to trust in yourself.
145. You can feel when you are flowing. Tension tells you that you are going upstream. Just drop the oars.
146. Most of you make pivoting too hard. Just find a slightly less negative thought. Make peace with where you are. That doesn’t make you stay there, it releases resistance and allows you to move. You try too hard. You want to please others and they count on you, it doesn’t serve you well.
147. Just say, “I’m doing fine. It’s all right. No big thing. There’s nothing serious going on here.” Diffuse the energy. Feel the visceral shifting. You’ll feel it. FEEL the turning in the stream. Then things become so easy.
148. Find some fun thing to relax into. Just relax more, one thought at a time.
149. Esther sits and counts her breath, it slows her mind. You can listen for the sound the air conditioner and the drum beat behind it. Try to separate the sounds – it will make your mind slow down as you pay attention.
150. Esther says, “I’m going to put my brain on pause.” Thinking about the pause is less stimulating than thinking about whatever it was – like how to save the rainforest!
151. You are receiving blocks of thought all the time from nonphysical. Doing exercises on focusing the mind will stop your scattered feeling. Thinking about something specific helps quiet the mind from speeded up random thoughts. It helps you release the chaos.
152. When you write a grocery list, it helps you remember. You may forget to bring the list, but you recall the items on it because you chose to focus there.
153. If you don’t have intentions of your own, other people’s thoughts will affect you more. You are getting there, little by little. Don’t ask for a personality transplant!!!
154. Pretend your bed is a foam cushion, or that you are floating on a swimming pool. Find something to fixate on that will wind your mind down.
155. You are doing fine. There really is nothing you need to do differently. You don’t need a new process that implies you need improvement. And that’s an upstream thought! You try to hard! That’s an upstream thought, too.
156. I’m happy to know Law of Attraction. That’s a downstream thought. I’m not applying it well yet, but I can tell I’m doing it better. Downstream. My Inner Being adores me! Downstream. I’m appreciative of all the good in my life. Downstream. I’m not getting my vibrational escrow fast enough. Upstream.
157. Don’t make it a problem if it is upstream, it just makes you want to go more upstream if you do. The more you paddle upstream, the faster the stream goes downstream.
158. Guest: Does thinking, “I’ll do that in my next life” take me down or upstream? Is that putting something in my next life’s vibrational escrow? Abraham: Not with that limp offering.
159. What goes into your vibrational escrow are the things you feel excited about. Lifetimes do leap after each other, but you do not have to manage that from within this lifetime.
160. He wants to soar like an eagle and took up paragliding and was able to fill a void of boredom by following a trail of adventure.
161. I’m bored is upstream – unfocused and placid. Paragliding is exhilarating and peaceful at the same time. It’s like trusting, floating in the soup of wellbeing.
162. Abraham: Does that lead to something more? Can you soar through thought? Finding the freedom to soar within yourself is a prerequisite for Out of Body Experiences.
163. When you came in, you had an overwhelming sense of wellbeing, feeling invincible! It’s the same feeling as soaring with the eagles.
164. While circling in nonphysical is satisfying, you came because this life form is even better. Keep setting up for more from where you are.
165. If you don’t focus enough, we try to get you to focus more. If you focus too much, we tell you to relax. We want you to be like Goldilocks, and get it just right!!!
166. Let everything be an emotional, vibrational game first of all. Know how you feel. Find thoughts that match how you want to feel. THEN take inspired action.
167. When you are already in the penthouse of the ship, there really is not another PLACE to go. Physical manifestations always fall short of what you really want. But free fall toward your vibrational escrow? You’ll have the sensation soaring. Get your energy moving fast and then acclimate to it. Get your energy moving fast and then acclimate to it. Get your energy moving fast and then acclimate to it. Get your energy moving fast and then acclimate to it!
168. The faster you allow yourself to go, the more fun you will have. Speed life up and get up to speed with it, again and again and again. The new ones are up to speed!
169. All negative emotion is that you are not allowing yourself to go with something you want to flow with.
170. The eagle was born to fly and understands allowing, but he doesn’t have the same potential for deliberate thought you do. Soaring in consciousness is MORE!
171. Guest: since the death of my former husband, I have felt him in a most loving and pervasive way and remarkable things are happening with his family. Did I put this in motion? Abraham: Your attention to him being there has put you in a stronger place of allowing. You have his undivided attention and that is why you feel he is helping you in your life in new and poignant ways. This experience is amplifying something you already knew and taking your knowing over the top. He will remain, because you like it.
172. It’s exhilarating to us when someone you love croaks. It blurs the lines for you between physical and nonphysical when you can feel them. It’s all about focus. As you focus on them there, you relax and allow the newness of your relationship to come forward.
173. You tend to think there is a lot involved in getting your lives to work out, but that’s really just the way it is supposed to be for everyone. You are always chosen. To the degree you get out of the way, life is easy.
174. You must believe it first and then you will see it.
175. Esther has the desire to stand on her head for those she loves, but the Universe never does that. Unless your vibration is equal to it, it does not come to you. You want to be happy even in the absence of what you want, feel your way forward. Feel it instead of look for it! Don’t expect to move straight from doubtful to expectant. A little less doubtful and then a little less and less, all the way up to anticipation will work better. All kinds of wonderful things will flow once you get to expectation.
176. You can’t get sloppy about your vibration, but you don’t need to keep asking. Once you ask, it is already done. Continual asking is upstream.
177. You think, "I don’t see it." Did I do something wrong, should I ask again? All upstream.
178. The only thing that keeps you from having everything you want is your attitude of not having it.
179. Knowing the outcome of the movie is a happy ending lets you relax in the middle, expecting a good ending.
180. Moon phases are like a very small flea on the back of a very large dog. People use things like that to explain things they do not understand.
181. Assume all things like that are myths. There is no reason ANYTHING anyone else is living need affect you at all unless you watch them. Giving your power to anyone or anything else contradicts your energy. Anytime you are rationalizing or justifying, you are turning upstream.
182. Animals get seizures and other diseases because they are responsive to the moods of the household. Look for vibrational causes rather than outside, uncontrollable influences.
183. Beasts behave differently with their owner than they do with you. They are very responsive to vibration. The beast who very much wants to be in alignment is uncomfortable with disconnected humans.
184. If you are in alignment yourself, you can influence them into alignment. You will get close to instantaneous healings. But they are unlikely to sustain it unless their environment changes at home. This kind of thing is more interesting to study than moon phases.
185. In order to be more aware of your emotions, a faster energy stream will make your emotion more apparent. So will thinking about it in more detail. Meditate and quiet your thoughts, and feel the sensation of alignment. Then, when you step outside it, you will be more aware of it.
186. The whole point is to NOT beat up on yourself for turning upstream. That just makes it worse. Be loose and free.
187. Jerry & Esther had something served at lunch that was a little off. She was grumpy, taking responsibility for attracting it, ad she wanted to talk to him about it. He was a bit grumpy too, and didn’t mind the conversation. They said, “Thank God everyone with us is not as negative as we are!!!”
188. She asked herself what was it that had separated her from her Inner Being. She wrote: "the food wasn’t good, the service wasn’t good.” Then she said, “It’s up to ME to do something about this! It’s easy to think they should do something!” Then she thought, “These people are giving their lives serving us on this ship. Few of them see home often. She turned downstream easily in her appreciation of them. It took her 15 minutes to recover from no avocado in her Cobb Salad.
189. This is miniscule, but that is what life is about! Your knee jerk responses need attention.
190. You must learn to use the data of what you don’t want to turn to w hat you do want. If you notice it, do something about it.
191. You are all communicating much more profoundly through thought than through words. Think about a dog in a nearby car, and watch the dog turn and look at you.
192. If you are feeling playful, you will only receive playful thoughts. There will be other stuff going on, but you will miss it.
193. Tune into your mood, ignore everyone else’s thoughts. Tune into the specific vibration you want to experience. You can get tuned into Abraham’s frequency easily by listening to tapes and attending workshops. Start with dogs, they are better receivers than humans.
194. Jerry & Esther rendezvous with so many children because they are on that playful wavelength. They occasionally connect with a playful adult. You don’t want to have a conversation with EVERYONE!
195. Tears are always a relief and release and a good thing!
196. Anytime you give only appreciation, you come into alignment with who you are, which is attractive. The most important thing to remember is it is not about the other person, it is about your alignment with you.
197. You are ALL Source Energy. There is no one who is not your soul mate at their core. Two fully connected humans is as good as it gets. It’s satisfying to be tuned in and to be a catalyst for another’s connection.
198. Guest: I have trouble staying focused. Abraham: When you say you have trouble, good luck! Try framing your question in a downstream way. Guest: I want a stronger point of focus, so I think I will write down more of what I want. Abraham: It’s a myth that people believe that you have to isolate one desire and do away with focus on other thins. You can simultaneously create on many subjects at once, as long as you don’t contradict yourself. Focusing on one subject will help you get more positively focused and tuned up and almost all other things in your life can fall into place. Fall in love, feel good and notice how other things fall into place! But it is not the one pointed focus, it’s the downstream thoughts that facilitate your Vibrational Escrow’s arrival.
199. Get on that massage table, and feel the pleasure there – it helps make all your dreams come true!
200. Esther chooses to think of Kate, LC (Loveable cat) and her tree house – those are all touchstones which tune her up for other things. Your creations are already complete, you just have to feel good about SOMETHING!
201. Focus on the feeling first, rather than the thought. Once you work through most subjects to better places, lots of things will happen fast. Source energy is thinking thoughts that feel good. So aligning with Source Energy means having the feeling that match!
202. So often humans say, “I am aware I am pointed upstream, but I want to be right!!!” When you croak, you’ll stop that!
203. It’s not wrong to be in physical form and mixing it up and pointing upstream part of the time. You just want to get good enough at focusing that you point downstream most of the time.
204. When you become mostly positive, you start observing that most other people are negative. Don’t be fearful of the world at large. You’ll learn to move with it all easily. You can’t always be allowing because you are reaching for expansion. Just say, “I am where I am. My feeling is valid, and temporary!” It’s easier to find a downstream thought if you soften the time factor.
205. The very best thing you can do for yourself is be all right with yourself, right where you are. Say, “I am where I am, and it’s fine.
206. Deliberate creating was too strong for most people, the Art of Allowing is a feeling stance that is easier to achieve.
207. Jerry comes when Esther calls in the monster bus, but it takes him awhile to get to the front. And when he says, “You wanted something?” She says, “Oh, I did, but never mind, it was an upstream thought.” Wasn’t it nice that he was in the back of the bus, so she didn’t amplify it! The lag time really served her.
208. Letting go of the oars is different from finding a downstream thought. Downstream thoughts require thinking something else, thinking about something lovely. Letting go of the oars is just changing the subject. “I’ve decided not to think about you!” Try talking funny through your nose, making a funny face, being like a child so you laugh.
209. Guest: I have a fibroid and it’s hard to feel good… I can distract myself… Abraham: Do you believe you have to handle this through thought alone? You could take action to deal with it. Guest: There’s a new procedure in Las Vegas that feels pretty good… Abraham: Some people find an action and feel better. Some do best to get their thoughts lined up first and then take the inspired action. There is nothing wrong with benefiting from the available technology. Just line up your energy first. It was feeling good to go to Las Vegas – that’s inspired action. In the moment you hear it, it feels like Aha! A solution presents itself, and you say, “Oh, yes, I can do that!” We felt it in your energy.
210. One guest was an underwater photographer and she had the opportunity to have eye surgery that would help her tremendously, but she was controverted because she believed all healing should come through thought. If you take that to an extreme, it’s like saying you should be banging stones together to make fire! Benefit from the evolution of your time and place. Line up the energy first, and then taking action is really good.
211. Guest: I communicate with lots of beings and see sparkles and flashes in my visual field. Is it Inner Being or extraterrestrials? Abraham: the way you receive blocks of thought is unconscious interpretation of the energy. You can translate it into words like Esther or be a see-er and make a visual translation. Flashes are blocks of thought you are translating. It is also possible to see images and translate words at once. It is already set in motion. Your work is to allow it rather than try hard.
212. When you talk of “effecting a healing” that is an upstream thought. Allowing health is more downstream. Source is calling you to your vibrational escrow constantly. As you release your resistance and allow yourself to go, you’ll find the flashes and sparkles become more meaningful to you. If you try, it goes away. Relax into it and enjoy the process. It took Esther 9 months of 15 minutes per day to begin to communicate with Abraham.
213. Humans like labels and classification – you call Infinite Intelligence God/Angel/ET. It is a bit unsettling for you to tap into something that is beyond time and space. Feel yourself into your alignment. The better it feels, the more in alignment with your intentions you are. Everything that is Source is Pure Positive Energy, free of resistance.
214. You can tap into less than PPE in connecting with human conscious thought. There are plenty of wonderful thoughts there, too. But Source always feels like loving encouragement, it guides you where to go by saying, “Come this way.” If it is cautious or critical, it’s not your Inner Being. It’s your mother! Or something else you’ve picked up along your physical trail. There are plenty of thoughts that do not serve you out there.
215. People told Esther to protect herself. But when you try to protect yourself, you are attracting what you are protecting yourself from. As you prepare to receive (or make any intention to move forward) align your energy first and then take the inspired action.
216. Julie: Thank you for the cool light show! Abraham: Right back atcha! Julie: I feel really BIG energy flowing – it’s disconcerting – I’m all pumped up… Abraham: It’s like you’ve had your intentions for a long time, and now you are allowing them more by your intense downstream focus. You are allowing yourself to fly. If you REALLY let yourself go, you lose the sensation of speed. An airplane in the sky is calm, but on the ground it is bumpy! You have more resistance to release. You want to float free! Self-consciousness is an upstream thought.
217. Try saying: “I’m allowing more than usual, but there is even more for me to allow.” When Esther first started speaking for Abraham, she said to Jerry, “Maybe you are using me up too fast!” Her sensation of speed was resistance. Now she feels a soothing, timeless non-resistant state of being, and that is where you are going.
218. Esther felt like she was swooning at first, but the longer she practiced, that sensation dissipated. Esther missed swooning at first. But now being full of Abraham is a non-feeling, her most natural state.
219. Julie: I’m like a 9 piece orchestra moving into a room… Abraham: You don’t need to manage that. Let go of factoring all of them in. Be selfish. Here I am world!!! Law of Attraction is managing us all. Be tall, bright, bold and full of yourself! Those who are not a match won’t notice you.
220. But why are you noticing them? You’re bringing them in by your attention to them. You may have been taught to be seen in not heard, let that go! When you’re full of yourself, and in alignment, you cause no trouble anywhere. You will flow, boldly go into any room.
221. You have been taught to fix what is broken. You walk into a room and look for trouble. When you do, you turn upstream.
222. Guest: Are dolphins smarter than we are? Abraham: If smart means tuned into Infinite Intelligence, then they are. They are free of resistance. But articulating facts and data, humans can do that better.
223. Life won’t ever allow you to NOT reach for something new. Dolphins create expanding experiences of their world in the water. They want to expand.
224. The difference between humans and all animals is that humans are more deciphering of data and launching vibrational escrows, but usually the human holds himself away from what he wants. The dolphin goes immediately to a less specific vibrational escrow.
225. Guest: I want to start a dolphin drive in movie and show them human experience… Abraham: They will swim far, far away, and you will call them endangered! They would find it incredibly annoying. If you give them what they are not asking for, it puts things out of kilter. Beasts in the wild just go somewhere else to avoid it. All species are sentient if that means aware of themselves. Dolphins don’t have much to learn from you. You are superimposing humandom on dolphindom and it’s dumb! Dolphins have other intentions and their world is expanding already within their intentions.
226. Animals offer far less conversation than animal psychics report. They are saying “Wellbeing, eternal life, all is well, there is love hear, I am eager, I do not fear death…” They do not have an infatuation with the projection of thought. They are energy balancers, not intellectualizers. They aren’t wanting to be drawn into the details of what you are doing which would lead them to disconnection.
227. You can co-create with dolphins – just go for it and they will let you know. Take a gentle approach, if they don’t want to play, they won’t. But if you capture them and put them in a tank, they WILL make the very best of it.
228. Alan: I’d like the larger perspective of copyright, especially in this climate of iPods and downloading music, digital rights, controlling copying… Abraham: there is Infinite Intelligence, not guarded by any copyright, available to everyone to use as they want to. Law of Attraction manages the inspiration of singers, writers, painters. As you achieve alignment, you attract, and your creation is uniquely yours. If you could apply that, you would see that while many people are using Esther’s words, it is not slowing down Jerry and Esther.
229. An artist listens to music, feels it, expresses it and bounces off it into his own style. Others copy him and leap off again. We are exhilarated by the Internet, it’s the closest thing to Law of Attraction we’ve ever seen in the physical. You have access to so much that is available!
230. If you understand that Infinite Intelligence is available to all, and when your alignment is here, it all comes. Understanding that, you can become unguarded. We know people who all but destroyed the musical world, we have friends on both sides of that equation. But if you focus on it, you see that it is not possible to control the uncontrollable. It’s all upstream, the trying to control. Make it down stream instead. Just say, “I do what I do, and I do the best I can.” It’s downstream to trust that you will be sufficiently compensated for your work. Many can compensate you easily. For others, not only is it easier not to pay, it’s even cooler not to! It’s upstream to say, “People are ripping me off!” It’s downstream to say, “They were never going to buy it anyway, and it might benefit them.” If you call them unethical or inappropriate, that’s all upstream.
231. It gets you all out of whack trying to control them, and puts the cost of everything higher. Say instead, “ There are people who will harmonize with me who will want to give something of value in return.” If they say, “I will just take it!” that is out of balance. And Law of Attraction will manage them, and they will not be with you.
232. If copyright is making you crazy, you are out of alignment. Protection is always upstream.
233. The dolphin would say, “Wellbeing abounds, there is enough for everyone! Just go off and do what you want to do, and allow YOUR wellbeing to come to you!!!”
234. Recognize that time is perceptual, it is different from every vantage point. To Abraham, this conversation feels infinitely timeless.
235. We see the way you are going, and help you transform yourself into a match to your vibrational escrow. We are aware of circumstances that will come in the future for you. So we put things on the workshop tapes for you that you will come into readiness for later. Everything is already done where we are. It’s not about time, it’s about vibrational alignment. An hour can be long or short, time can go into what feels like slow motion. The more you are in alignment, the more expansive time becomes. You will use it to reap the benefits of the alignment work already done vs. using time to push to make things happen.
236. Your clocks and calendars provide you with an environment that allows you to focus. Always use time and focus in the same sentence.
237. In Esther’s bear cub dream, she found it staggering to see she felt entirely different no matter which stance she took.
238. So as you contemplate things from the Source Energy Perspective, from eyes of complete connection, you will see all the meaningful nuances revealed. And you will enjoy life at levels you could never experience before. Time is about alignment. As you align, you will see just how flexible time can get. Alignment leverages time – there is power to accomplish so much more in a day – you are working in timelessness.
239. Time causes you to focus, so you can see what you don’t want, so you know what you do want. Don’t let it limit you! Be easy. There is no homework. Derive as much pleasure from this time as possible. When we return, we will take thought beyond!
240. Abraham: So they wouldn’t let you off the ship? We’ve always dreamed of a captive audience!
241. Are you enjoying the contrast? Yes! Are you feeling the expansion? Yes! Are you keeping up with the expansion? “Nearly” is the best answer. So you feel like, “I’m finding an increase in clarity, and, I’m tapped in and turned on. And there is still a contrasting experience that let’s me know I am Alive!”
242. Mimi: I felt the panic of a fellow passenger on a tour in Oahu, what was happening there? She was asking for air conditioning in the van, because she couldn’t breathe properly. Abraham: She was a good communicator! Mimi: What should I do with the energetic information I receive like that? Abraham: You are an uplifter, you want to help her, and it’s ok to bring relief. But when you realize everything is vibrational, you learn not to turn your full attention to the crisis. Source has answered her asking already. In your awareness of the problem, you don’t help. Your tendency is to want to rush to action: “I will rescue you, Savior that I am!!!”
243. In fact, you want to do the opposite. Relax and breathe. They have jumped out of an airplane at 40,000 feet without a parachute and it will be over soon. Saving through action is barking up the wrong tree.
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