Abraham Workshop, San Antonio, TX 1/29/05
by Maxine
Monologue
Are you enjoying the expansion and clarification that happens moment by moment? We want you to sincerely enjoy the Contrast—we want you to appreciate it because it makes preferring more obvious. Are your manifestations that haven’t happened yet still pleasing? You lie and say “Yes”—but we want you to be in a place to say “Yes” and mean it. We want you to be in a place where you can’t see any way that your manifestation will happen but it feels fresh and GOOD---you are unfulfilled and yet Feeling GOOD! If you will MAKE PEACE WITH WHERE YOU ARE…..the faster the manifestations will come.
We have a friend with arthritic hips….that is her ACTION JOURNEY –Arthritic hips is WHAT IS…but there is a concurrent Emotional Journey..and if she if feeling hopeful…the faster her hips will get better. If your finances are not good…that is WHAT IS (the action journey)…but if you are feeling hopeful (emotional journey)….the money is coming. The difference between Fearful and Hopeful is the difference in things improving. Line up your frequency like a radio. You can’t beat the drum of things going wrong and have things go right.
You are Magnificent Physical Extensions of Source Energy…so tweak your Vibration until Thriving is natural. Stop trying to fix things & focus on the trouble spots and the Solution will come. The Universe is vibrationally based…managed by Law of Attraction which says the frequencies must line up.
When you remember, observe, imagine, ponder, discuss, anticipate…it has activated a vibration and when you focus you Activate…activate it often enough and it becomes a Dominant Vibration…then LOA will match you up. What’s going on in your Vibration the Universe will yield to you. Practice offering your Vibration Deliberately. All Connection to Who You Really are & you will experience Thriving, Well Being, Stamina & Clarity.
When you feel bad Well Being is muted…there is static in your Vibration. Focus on your ability to choose something that allows Well Being to flow to you. Creation is 3 steps (1) Ask (2) It is Given and (3) Be in Vibrational Alignment. If you could see energy like we do..you would see these constantly bright rockets going off…one after another. The rockets that you don’t want are being answered too!! If you pay your bills in fear, beat the drum of “not enough”---then your Action Journey is dominating the Emotional/Vibrational Journey. There is endless well being being held in Vibrational Escrow for you. Well being is congealed in your future experience but if you are not aligned….as you walk forward….it is moving too! You are holding a vibrational frequency that disallows your well being in your experience. So be more eager….hopeful…optimistic….soon you will MAKE PEACE WITH WHERE YOU ARE (*This is the by-line for the entire seminar!). In Condemning where you are, you keep a Vibration activated that won’t allow things to change.
It is FUN to feel the power of your ability to allow. It is a Manifestation Fest out there!! From your non-physical perspective you saw it as a buffet. We want you to assist you in restoring yourself to the consciousness that you are Worthy Beings. The Emotional Journey is a scale of emotions…you can tell the difference…love/appreciation/joy is allowing while depression/fear is disallowing. Your emotions are about PERCEPTION….not ACTUALITY (I loved this). And it is always about your perception of FREEDOM. In Joy and Love you feel absolute freedom. In fear/depression it is your perception of LACK OF FREEDOM. If you are depressed, feeling of anger feel better…even from fear. You can move from depression and fear to REVENGE..it is an improvement…then up to anger…then frustration to pessimism up to hope and optimism and on up to belief/knowing/joy. So show yourself you can feel better and there is nowhere you cannot go. Some people want you to get happy faster than you can. So decide today…don’t try to jump frequencies. Reach for the best feeling thought that you have access to. Don’t compare your emotional state to anyone else's. If someone doesn’t like your being angry, say “Well you had better go away if you don’t like to be around an angry person!” Decide how you feel really matters…and feel exhilaration when your Vibration shifts. Get angry..then celebrate…breathe in the air of frustration…stop and celebrate. In the classroom you get an ABCDEor F….you get used to that and thing that Joy gets the A…and depression an F. When you go from depression to fear to Anger….Give yourself an A!! You don’t want to get stuck there….but acknowledge the improvement! Discover you are in control of the way you feel…and Well Being must follow you everywhere you go.
Esther has a friend who is a Counselor….and Esther loved what this lady told her that she tells her clients. She says “Find the eye of your hurricane (the calm amidst the swirling chaos & storm) and stay there”. When you look at good you feel good…when you look at bad you feel bad…then you want to control the conditions…then something like the Tsunami comes along and challenges your idea to control circumstances. You intended to discover Unconditional Love….by choosing where to put your focus. IT TAKES PRACTICE. When something hits you in the gut…stop & find the best feeling thought. Sometimes you can change the subject…but if circumstances come up often…or someone is in your experience every day…then work up the emotional scale. Show your self circumstances don’t have to change (Action Journey) for you to have movement in the Emotional Journey. You can modify your vibration with far less work than you think…and then EVERYTHING WILL SHIFT IN YOUR EXPERIENCE. FEEL ELATION WHEN….AND EVEN BEFORE IT MANIFESTS.
So, do your unfulfilled desires pleas you? Work at saying “Yes!! I love this unfulfilled desire…out there percolating…and gradually, consistently bringing myself into alignment!” Years ago, a friend’s daughter told her Mom that if she could manifest a Bed & Breakfast that she wanted… “If I could get that my life would be perfect!” Well, to achieve something, it has to feel like the next logical step. If something feels that big it is not coming. Pretend…Imagine….become familiar with the ESSENCE of it. Even though it hasn’t come yet….you’re still excited. If you want a lover and you are saying “All the good ones are taken”….well then it is NOT the next logical step.
First Question (Me)
Abraham, I have multiple choice question for you…
Abe: What is C? (Audience laughter)
Me: Do you want me to read C?
Abe: No, go ahead and give us your question.
Me: In regard to my relationship with my husband…
Abe: What is C? (More laughter)
Me: “Work on loving myself.”
(Here, things get fuzzy & I can’t remember what all Abe said, so I’ll have to paraphrase here…..but the jist was that this is THE answer to all my questions….that I continually SEE MYSELF THRU THE EYES OF OTHERS and seek approval…of course especially my husband’s!)
Question: I am experiencing “power surges” (hot flashes) ---I think I am trying to go up to quickly on the emotional scale….I try to talk to myself in the middle of them and move up & it’s not working.
Abe asked me if I could identify what was going on right before one and I said sometimes it is negative emotion but sometimes I will be having a glass of wine and it feels like it just washes over me. Abe said that the reason for that is that when I drink the glass of wine---which is like meditation (they LOVED this!)---as I relax, the energy flows in quickly….in other words, I have been vibrating in a “lower” vibration & as I relax & allow it literally IS a power surge! So, I should say “This is a good thing. Nothing to be concerned about. It is just energy flow.” And soothe myself.
Question: Last time I talked to you---you said that I would start communicating with my Dad & that he would start by communicating with me in songs…and I have had some of that….but I haven’t had any conversations with him…so can you tell me how to focus in a way to allow that.
Abe: Well, would you say that when you father was in the physical that
He always loved you in the way that you wanted him to? (Probably not) Well, that is the thing. He was a pretty connected person….and although you were important to him…he had his own life…and you weren’t that big a part of his experience….and since you were seeing yourself through his eyes…you are still wanting his approval….and that is what you are still feeling in this desire to communicate. So as soon as you can let go of needing that approval….which ties in perfectly with your first question…when you start loving yourself….we promise you that the communication will start taking place.
Question: Lady who says she is not allowing herself to feel worthy---wants to be thin & have a normal, healthy body. Abe asked her questions about how many pounds she considered herself overweight….the lady said probably 200 pounds…..Abe asked what was her ideal weight and she said 150. Abe told her the journey from overweight & unhealthy to her ideal bodyweight and good health was a quantifiable journey if she would MAKE PEACE WITH WHERE SHE IS. Abe told her for 2 or 3 days that they wanted her to say to herself “SO WHAT IS….IS WHAT IS!” Abe said that Esther had gone to Disneyland with Tracy & Kate (daughter/granddaughter) and she had a runny nose the whole time because she couldn’t spend more time with them…and finally she just said “If my nose runs I’ll wipe it!” Her frustration about the time manifested in a runny nose (frustrating). Abe advised her to say “So I weight 200 pounds more than I want to….BIG DEAL!” That’s the ACTION Journey (What IS)….but the Emotional Journey is “So I weight 200 lbs. More than I want to….what do I feel…. It is the relationship between how you have BEEN feeling and how you WANT to feel. When you weight 200 lbs. More than you want and you can get to hopeful…then soon you will weigh 199 lbs. More….and when you are still hopeful…then you will be 190 lbs. More and then you will be 190 lbs. More and you can start feeling Happy….and then you will have shift in your vibration….and molecularly….your cells will change….and then all sorts of ideas will occur to you….and your relationship with food will change…and your metabolism improves!! Abe: Why do you want to be slender? How would you feel if you weighed 150? Ans: Lighter (laughter) Abe: What emotionally? Ans: Happy Abe: So the reason you want to lose weight is to be happy….everything you want is because you will feel better! IF YOU CAN BE HAPPY ANYWAY YOU HAVE TO GET WHERE YOU WANT TO BE. The action journey is a constant struggle until your vibration is in alignment. Question: But it seems like I’ve been staying in a good place. Abe: But you haven’t been able to maintain your momentum because you always STOP AND TAKE SCORE. Now you are recognizing that emotionally you can feel different. If you have resistance and don’t recognize & release it…the resistance becomes more…..and then your desire gets greater and so does the resistance and you have a real tug of war going on insides. Your Vibrational tendencies….set points have different diseases that are Vibrational matches….Esther’s sniffles was a condition that was a vibrational match to her frustration. Overweight is a vibrational match to Unworthiness. Different things that manifest are a match to the drum you have been beating. Move off of your self-condemnation. Don’t give a rip what others think. Revel in moving from depression to anger. Your feeling of self appreciation (consciously moving up & congratulating yourself) will improve and then so will your physical condition! Another important piece…your action is not very important…but make a decision and then line up with that decision. The worst thing you can do is to promise yourself you will do something and then do something else…it lowers your self worth. If you decide to eat in a more healthy way…do your best….but if you are offered a Krispy Kreme Donut…decide and then line up with that. Decide to enjoy it & appreciate it…give yourself permission. Make every worked you speak line up with your NOW decision. It is the Cross Currents that are at the heart of negative emotion. Be nicer to yourself….say nicer thing. Say I’m 200 pounds over what I want to be and SO WHAT!! If you can be Fat & Happy consistently….your body will become the image of what you have imagined!! (Yeeeeeee Haaaaaa!!)
Question: Lady with Ovarian cancer…has had chemo, surgeries, radiation. She said she had a knowing that she was gong to be healed but that her last report said that it had spread. Abe said that it was hard to maintain and Emotional Journey of optimist when the report causes worry. Abe said “When you began you used the words to express ‘very aggressive ovarian cancer’…your words have power…and you keep it activated within you…so can you say ‘once aggressive ovarian cancer’ or ‘now petering out ovarian cancer’ or ‘formerly aggressive from which many recover fully’….commit to the idea of the emotional journey—it is everything and as you shift vibrationally….things MUST change. (Break)
Overnight AHA – I’m TRYING too hard here to give everyone this info…. My wise Inner Being has alerted me that you will get it all vibrationally anyway…and this is all my perception. So, from here on (I’ve made a new decision) I’m going to lighten up & just give you the jist of the question and the overall ESSENCE of the answer. The rest is up to YOU!! Boy!! Do I feel RELIEVED!! So…..on we go…it will go much faster now!!
**The lady with Ovarian cancer continued here….identifying her Emotional State as “Frustrated” – Abraham “accepted” her perception of her set point, but eventually got her to admit that she was actually much lower on the scale—and that she had been “talking positive” for so long that she had convinced herself that she was higher on the scale than the diagnosis and recent report (of cancer spreading) indicated. Abe had her “take the bull by the horns” and shift her set point—Abe said they like when people get a diagnosis like this because then they HAVE to separate the Action Journey from the Emotional one. She said what messed her up was the other people (Frs., friends, etc)—and Abe said she had to leave everyone else out and concentrate on the Emotional Journey. The lady said she was fearful that she wouldn’t “beat” this and that she was “running out of time”. Abe said they wanted her to take the Emotional journey & not say “I’ll do this process so I can beat this Cancer”---because then she will end up vibrating WITH the cancer when she does the process. The emotional journey is about RIGHT NOW trying to feel a little better…from fearful to hopeful. and then the disease cannot move through the body. When you say “I have a problem with no solution…the fearful feeling vibration is a match to the perpetuation of the problem. It’s the FEAR ya gotta beat---and REPLACE IT WITH OPTIMISM!! The disease cannot abide in the Vibration of Hopefulness! Trust your new and Powerful Desire…there is a rocket streaming out of you more Powerful than anyone in this room!! You don’t have to ask for healing energy---do something about the Resistance. If you were really positive this disease would not progress…are you feeling numb? Are you not allowing yourself to feel? We want you to poke & acknowledge how you really feel? Have you ever known anyone who got this disease & got over it?
We know….people do it all the time in death (laughter) You know people can turn it around..do you see yourself as one who can decide and receive? She said yes, material things…Abe said Jerry & Esther had a friend who went to a Dr. who diagnosed her with cancer & reprimanded her for her lifestyle…and the friend left furious…he made her so mad & blamed her for having done things inappropriate…and he was a HUGE catalyst for her taking the Emotional Journey. She went in frightened and came out MAD & determined to recover just to spite him…and has been thriving for many years. Abe explained that Dr.s didn’t want to give false hope but that Drs. Don’t understand the Vibrational nature of your being. THAT’S WHY THEY CALL IT “PRACTICING” MEDICINE! (laughter) Abe said for her to say “So WHAT!!!” (used the example of weighing 200 lbs. More than you want). YOUR VIBRATION HAS TO DO WITH WHAT HAPPENS NEXT. Then Abe asked if she was enjoying her physical life experience? She said yes & then Abe told her “Convince us why you want to stay here.” She said she felt she was just coming into her own power & so much she wanted to do she loved speaking in public…she was just getting started..so much more she wanted to do – to be a grandmother (then Abe took over….for the sheer fun of it…to enjoy my grandchild a fresh little being turned on by life…..now I’m in alignment….a totally refreshing experience…get your juices flowing and the idea of NOT staying around will hit you in a more Powerful Way. It’s important to stay focused on the task at hand…with the singular intent of making myself feel better. Esther watches TV…things that are “interesting” and we say “Well, it can be interesting pleasant or interesting unpleasant. Even comedians can stray into topics that get stuck in her craw.” So say to people when they ask “I am like you…I am dying BUT NOT TODAY. Today I am making hay!” And just don’t let them FRIGHTEN YOU TO DEATH!! (laughter)
Question: Lady with a cat with health problems (she was on the hot seat in November) and that her health problems were improving but it was “baby steps”. Abraham said they only wanted to talk to her about her own better feeling emotions & they didn’t want to hear about any physical improvements. She asked if her vibration was affecting her cat & Abe said we do have influence so if we want to positively affect them we must think positive thoughts when we think about them., said animals come to us to help us sort out some things. The lady kept trying to return to the subject of the cat’s health & Abe held tenaciously that this was NOT about the cat’s health it was about THE WAY YOU FEEL. Abe said when she focuses on the cat’s ill health she says “if she gets over it, I’ll feel better” and Abe said “When you feel good anyway…you stop your influence on her health (negative influence)!” The world sees tragic things & wants to feel better…you have the ability to feel good because you have the ability to focus under ANY conditions..you are just stubbornly tied to circumstances. Abe kept prodding her to take the emotional journey & she made a few statements & then Abe guided her: I’m making too much of this…I am glad we know each other…I always knew this would be short term---I am enjoying this unfolding…it has been a good learning experience—the majority of her life in general is very good…I like mixing it up ..I like paying attention to how I feel…I’m creating a stronger point of focus…I’m always making an effort to do what makes me feel better…I’m gently and kindly seeking ..” BE ALL RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE….stop & laugh you have just practiced the other more….be easy & playful..introduce humor & it will go into the positive quicker.
Question: A lady spoke in a seminar & she asked to let her words flow & to be fully present during it. When she spoke she said she felt off—that things were going terrible--& when she got the feedback forms she was almost afraid to look at them but that they were all positive in their feedback. She asked why she had that negative reaction…that hung around for a couple of days….& that she had another seminar in 2 weeks so she wanted to line up. Abe told her that her words “fully present” meant that she wanted to FEEL it all at the same time & she set herself up for conscious awareness of EVERYTHING. Abe told her it was her nature to be hard on herself & that she was her own greatest critic…and that as Esther meditates to bring in Abraham she says “I want to speak clearly YOUR words”—that she DOESN’T WANT to be fully present…she wants to be pure & open vessel in alignment with Source energy. When you are purely connected to Source energy you don’t scrutinize or criticize self. She told her to prepare herself Vibrationally.
Question: A lady who a few months ago was worried about her finances & selling her home and wanted to know where Grace and Surrender fit in.
Abraham said that when we were up against the wall that many times we would let go of Resistance (get in step 3) and Get out of the way. It’s not letting go of the desire….but releasing the resistance. Abe said “We would say ‘Grace is Me.” (WE use Well Being)> You don’t have to earn it…it just IS. You don’t have to LIVE the problem….Grace is coming to EXPECT Well Being & it should be SHOCKING to you when something happens that IS NOT THAT!
DECIDE TO PERCEIVE YOUR WORLD FROM YOUR PERSPECTIVE OF GRACE & TWEAK IT WHEN YOU CATCH YOURSELF DEVIATING FROM IT.
Question: Person who began “I’ve been doing the processes of letting go and allowing and all aspects are going well…and with that said..(about to go into what was NOT going well)” Abe said for him to ask himself which way am I going here…that we have these CONSTANT TURNING POINTS ALL DAY EVERY DAY. That it is NOT the big events…it is our moment to moment comments, experiences & memories that we are using to disconnect. He then said he was hypersensitive to his surroundings & experienced buzzing in his ears – Abe said this was a GOOD thing, not a bed thing…that he was summoning more energy and to pay attention to what was going on when this happens---because he is summoning powerfully and then RESISTING—which is slowing it down. Abe said that in the center (Jerry & Esther are living in the center right now…their house is up for sale & they are about to break ground on the new house that will be just steps from the center)---the way the roof is built allows the energy to flow very powerfully & that at night Esther says she can “hear her body”..and that it is just the flow of energy that she is experiencing in a more powerful way.
Question: A lady who said her waking world was terrific but her dream world was more fun & that her issue was manifesting a partner…but in her dreams she had many dates and they were all fun & she thought the dream world was supposed to mirror reality… Abe said that dreams were a place to play out how we really feel & that it was easier to shift from a dream than from a real live manifestation & then our true vibration would manifest faster. Abe said that when someone uses the word “issue” there is usually resistance presence & said to use softer words “What I’m working on resolving now…or I am fine tuning this…” She said ISSUE is on the Action Journey & to separate ourselves from all of those!
Question: A lady with a sister whose son has bone cancer & she wanted to support her but feels that she is less available. Abe said that “so sorry” is not compatible with healing & that she didn’t want to “go there” with all of them. She said that “compassion & empathy” were many times “beating the drum of something until I’m there with you” So, we would say to ourselves “There are those in proximity to them (vibrational) who can lead them.” You are not withdrawing from their experience….just from their negative experience. Say to your sister “I think about you ALL the time & I remember how happy you were when your son was born & I think constantly about his recovery….etc..” (ooh that felt good!)
Question: A lady who teaches Yoga as a volunteer at a Women’s prison & said she wanted to uplift them but sometimes when she went in there she got sweaty palms & didn’t want to go…but after she got there she was always glad she went. Abraham advised her that it was her perception of lack of freedom that she was feeling & told her that if she can’t get over that pretty quick to feel free not to go back there. She said just to talk her resistance down when it comes up…that people say to ‘do the uncomfortable thing long enough and it will get comfortable’ and WE say MAKE IT NOT UNCOMFORTABLE.
After Lunch:
Question: A man talked about doing some Inner Child work & getting reconnected with Source & sometimes he couldn’t tell the difference in focusing on this little boy & Source.
Abe said we came here…and we were very old beings…and we came here because it was fun and that it is satisfying to become more…to be Constantly Becoming more…& that in our physical journey people try to “trample the God out of you”—then as adults some of us make our way back. The man said as he did more to like himself & love himself…he found it easier to feel better. Abe said “It is EVERYTHING. How you feel about yourself is at the heart of every feeling.” When you appreciate you.. when I love ME I have come into utter agreement with Who I Really AM. You are extension of GOD in physical body…vibrational extensions of Source energy…it is Resistance free…Every process we give you is to release resistance…it is the ONLY PLACE THAT FREEDOM WILL EVER BE.
Question: This was a guy who wanted to balance what he wants without “doing” In other words, he wants a $million dollars & doesn’t want to work for it. Abraham said, “Well, you’re saying I want this…I don’t want this.” Soften it “I want a million dollars but…..so find a way that is compatible with me to receive it.” Talk about WHAT YOU WANT & WHY YOU WANT IT …when you put in the how when where you contradict your Vibration. There are a lot of people who wanted a million dollars & had no idea how they were going to get it….and then they got it! We can’t emphasize enough the words FAITH and TRUST. If you just know the what & the why…things begin happening….ideas occur—you rendezvous with people. He said that to him…the resistance seemed so subtle & Abraham said that he practiced contradictory thoughts so often they had become “normal”. He said he felt his rockets were strong, but when there was a delay---Abe said he was taking score & again…THAT WAS THE ACTION JOURNEY…which IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. It’s like telling a Grantor “I’ve been planning to use this struggle to justify my existence…” What is the price you pay for the sun? The endless water you enjoy & the food that continues to grow. You pay NO PRICE for the true Abundance. START PAYING NO PRICE FOR EVERYTHING. Just think of the baby—with no teeth, no address, no Social Security…it is the basis of HUGE INSECURITY. If you felt then like you do now…just diving INTO LIFE would feel just like diving INTO DEATH. There is not one moment of having to pay a price! Faith & Trust. Shore up your resource and convince yourself of the Well Being that abounds. Shift your emotion on purpose AND ACKNOWLEDGE IT. You start getting better at trusting the laws & you can always trust that Law of Attraction doesn’t wiggle around. So….has your million come yet? Not yet…and you are smiling….it is a SURE THING!! I AM SAVORING WHERE I AM NOW! (this is a little stronger than MAKE PEACE WHERE YOU ARE). Then he re-iterated that his emotions & expectation were tripping him up when it didn’t show up & Abraham said “HEAR THIS & GET OVER IT….FIND A WAY TO KEEP YOUR EMOTIONS FROM BEING TIED TO YOUR NOW REALITY. Say it’s temporary….I’m on my way to where I’m going…. You make to much of the NOW REALITY and forget that you are evolving. Fixating on WHAT IS SLOWS DOWN WHAT IS COMING. And when you get that million dollars….which you will…it is our promise…you don’t know this but we do…you will have a whole new set of rockets!! That million dollars won’t be enough…..your property taxes alone…..!! So MAKE PEACE WITH WHERE YOU ARE….you are eternally incomplete…make peace with incompletion and Be Happy & Eager for more. Don’t talk so much to other people because YOU ACTIVATE THEIR DISBELIEF & IT ACTIVATES YOURS. Practice the though until you KNOW it’s going to come…trust you can be, do & have anything….approach it slowly & gently. When you say “Universe, I’m miserable…give me something to feel better…the Universe says ‘Sorry, all we can give you is something to make you more miserable!’ Then he asked “Am I creating too big?” And Abe said SURELY A MILLION DOLLARS IS NOT TO BIG FOR YOU…and he laughed and said “Well, I fooled you…really all I needed is $150,000!! (laughter) Esther was speaking about Donald Trump and how he talks incessantly about money & that he annoys most of the world but he is Vibrationally in alignment with what he wants & where he is. But he continually told the story the way he wanted it to be…AND NOW IT IS. Of course he talks about being a Billionaire…but he was talking that long before he was one! You just can’t face reality & have reality change. So make lists of Positive Aspects…Imagine…Visualize…Pretend. The Universe can’t tell the difference between someone who has Million or just feeeeeels like they have a Million!! FIND THE VIBRATION & PRACTICE THE VIBRATION OF YOUR DESIRE UNTIL IT SUPERCEDES THE VIBRATION OF DOUBT. Things you want can’t come until you have that KNOWING. And you have practiced NOT KNOWING. And….we think when you say you want it & you don’t want to work for it…that you don’t believe you can get it otherwise. You think it is impossible…so acknowledge how many ways it CAN come.
Question: A dowser (pendulum) wants to know about saying she wants the “highest” energies to be available & Abraham said that there is only one Pure Positive Source of energy and when she says she is reaching for the “highest” source that it smacks of “I don’t want the lower stuff.” So by acknowledging it you could attract it. She said when Esther started channeling people told her to protect herself from the evil energies & that it is the concern that makes you a vibrational match TO IT. You are doing just fine & will enjoy steadily increasing ability.
Question: A man whose wife had recently made her transition (thru cancer). He said he was at a “lost” place & was raising their two small children & had been in contact with a spiritual teacher (channel) & wanted a continued relationship with Lori (wife’s name). Abraham said they didn’t want to seem uncaring but those left behind need to think about their own connection. Most people feel very physical and it causes you to want to understand…and you disconnect. You are genius creators here for the thrill of creation and eventually you lose your connection & fear death. This is a time of awakening & it is PICKING UP SPEED. Actually it is a time of re- awakening...we were awake when we got here & then went to sleep. So allow yourself to be the worthy, loving, creative geniuses you really are. Lori is not gone…in your sadness you have no access to her. Your partner (Lori) will help you in your next partner! (He says the channel told him this!) And your enthusiasm will not only be yours…but hers as well. You still have this big hairy mess about death. Make peace with your eternalness. When you are in the theater and someone walks out…you don’t go ‘ Don’t leave us!!!’ It’s the same with death….they are just focused somewhere else. You are not DONE…you have just changed your focus. Sometimes there is an intention there. How can death be something gone wrong? Decide: O.K. someone I loved & played with & needed…maybe the children needed….that is the way it is…I can feel horrible or I can decide I’m going to feel good again anyway. He said he wasn’t at a place to be there yet and Abe said just admit that WHAT IS SUCKS….but you don’t have to feel bad forever. There are people looking for reasons to feel bad…they want to feel sorry for you FOREVER.
Then Abe told a good story about a Village & in this Village everyone limped…except this one kid---the only one not limping ….so they see you not limping …so they club you in the knew…now you are limping & they feel better. Everybody is limping so they feel better. You are taught to worry & fear death. MOST OF THE WORLD THINKS YOU SHOULD LIMP. LORI WANTS YOU TO GET HAPPY & FALL IN LOVE (again he acknowledges the channel told him this…and then he said that yesterday was his birthday (1/28) and that last year when he & Lori came to the Abe workshop….they stayed at a hotel in room 128….and this year they gave him the same room!) Abraham said it was Lori lining things up & she was trying to tell him “I remember our agreement and it was a GOOD ONE!”
Question: A guy who wanted to know what affect astrology had on him if he is tapped into Source Energy. And Abraham told him it was like a flea on a very large dog. Abraham said that when you are tapped into Source energy you have your own guidance & that astrology was just a form of statistics that has nothing to do with YOUR individual flow. Abe told the story of a questioner on a radio show telling them that channeling was evil & Abe asked where they got their “Source Information” & they said from the Bible & Abe asked “Well how did that come to you?” They said that men… who were inspired by God had written it…& Abe said “Well, wasn’t that someone receiving & translating?” (laughter---good point!)
Question: When I am in resistance am I more susceptible to Astrological effects? Abe: YOU ARE THE VORTEX. You can read it & believe it… and then it happens…but you can choose to focus on anything & it will happen. He says “Well, an astrologer told me what had happened in my past” Abe: Anyone can read energy—they can take your chart & intuitively tell your future based on your now Vibration.
Question: The Tsunami…it is human & earth Vibration? No. The earth is doing what it must do…this enormous spinning mass is precise in its ability…the earth is maintaining its balance…we want you to get over DEATH..when you are enthralled with life you are in close alignment…and you will find yourself in the right place at the right time. Many ask how can that many be negative? Can you sense Source Energy? It is RECLAIMING ITSELF UNTO ITSELF…INTO NON PHYSICAL. STOP CALLING IT A BAD THING. IT IS JUST A CHANGE OF PERSPECTIVE.
Question – Man with back pain every time he stands…probably for about 4 years. He has tried everything….Rolfing, massage, etc Abe: Well, there’s not enough ACTION in the world to overcome the Vibration of the statement you just made “every time I stand.” You have to tell it different for it to be different. Don’t face reality unless you really like it. Speak it and fill it in with imagination & expectation. Would you like to begin telling it differently now? Close enough to now but different so you can get a new foothold? Give us a different statement. Man: “Standing rarely hurts my body.” Abe: Well now that’s just a LIE isn’t it. Feel the difference in saying “It is a problem I experience occasionally…is it permanent or passing thru?” Feel the difference “I’ve had this a long time” and “It’s an occasional experience.” Does it feel different? “Oh yes.” You have new knowledge… play it down……as a salesman…you leave all the negative aspects OUT…don’t you?! (Laughter) DO A SALES JOB ON YOU OWN VIBRATIONAL REPERTOIRE! He: “Standing is fun!” Abe: You just fell off the mountain. (laughter) He: “I’ll do strength training.” Abe: That is just the Action journey again…cheer yourself up & someone will offer something…Have you ever felt good & then got bad news and felt bad? The thought caused you to offer a vibration that short-circuited your Well Being. You are more electric…manage your current by molding your emotions. Don’t feel resigned….feel DETERMINED. Say “I’m gonna practice feeling better for a week.” All aches….backaches, headaches, toe aches…heart attacks…strokes…they are ALL RESISTANCE. Some relish getting a diagnosis…but at the heart of EVERY condition is a Vibrational pattern.
Minor tweaking of emotion can make a big difference. Most people take physical action (surgery, rolfing, medication) & then later it just squirts out somewhere else. Abe: So what’s bothering you? Is there something you really want & often you think in opposition of it? He: Well, there is some land I have wanted & got a few pieces…but I haven’t gotten all of it.” Abe: What else? He: Well in 1980 I had a great spiritual time & I miss it…I had 24 hours of Pure Bliss…Abe: What led up to it? He: I did a releasing of compulsions Abe: So you cam across desire & release & you haven’t been able to get back there & having done that you have personal knowledge…it is very common to reach a new level of Vibration & never feel that jump again…your Vibration was permanently changed. The Euphoria you felt was about the relationship with where you usually vibrated & where you wanted to be. You shifted into a new place. It is like tasting Swordfish for the first time….then after you’ve had it a few times you get REALLY pick about how your swordfish is prepared. There was lots of acclimating taking place in that experience. Esther had an experience she described as a purple funnel pouring into her head…it was wonderful, personal….and it never happened again. You will never move thru that doorway again. And the yearning is causing the backache. Do you feel not in alignment? Compliment yourself You HAD THAT EXPERIENCE!! Be glad you had it…but you don’t NEED TO DO IT AGAIN. Would you describe it as ECSTASY? He: Pure bliss, no fear…total extroversion—able to KNOW anything…no separation. Abe: Can you for a day our two walk around in that? What do you feel: He: Frustration…but don’t get me wrong….that's the low side…I do have bliss…. Abe: So say “I do have bliss occasionally” and as you consistently reach…you close that gap & it is no longer a one time anomaly…it begins to be the pattern of Who You Are. When Esther allows herself to quiet her mind & allows Abe to pour thru her…she tells it is the Happiest time..but she wouldn’t say she doesn’t have a happy life when Abraham is not coming thru her. Soften the gap between FULL CONNECTION AND THE LESS THAN FULL. Release the yearning & it is a sure thing! Look forward to it…that is what you are worried about…and your backache will subside!! (Yeeeee Haaaaa!)
Question: This lady had a family situation that she was wondering how she attracted. She had moved to a town (she told a very long story of how the land had been in her family & how they had ended up with it instead of other family members who were unhappy with that state of affairs) where her cousin lived and started having livestock killed & property vandalized & it had been steadily increasing. She later found out that this had happened before but she had no conscious knowledge of it---it was a long standing family feud or “bad blood” as she put it. She felt that this was “asserting” into her experience. Abraham told her that “Nothing can come to you that you are not a Vibrational match to it. The lady said they were moving 200 miles away and Abe said that was find if she had no concern that ramifications would follow. Abe told her that her description of “bad blood” was a match to what happened….it is hard to say “I asked for cancer/animal mutilation/a backache…but we say unless you match that signal it can’t be in your experience. So we would say try to clean up your vibration before you go. Say “There are many reasons for me to relocate…give reasons you are going TO not AWAY FROM. If that is the Dominant reason..that Vibration stays with you…there are plenty of ornery people that will step in & replace your cousin. Don’t talk about it…don’t carry on the family feud…the bad blood. There are people who carry on endlessly…like Israel and Palestine…and that started over something as small as you are describing. Abraham told her to start slowly doing Positive Aspects on her cousin…even if she could start with only one and to focus on that and make it most active in her own vibration and then that would be the only part of her cousin that could show up in her experience. She told her to beat that drum, beat that drum, beat that drum….activate the best of them and they will never be able to do that to you again. Even if they are on their way over to do something like that they will run out of gas…lightning will strike…God will do something…but you won’t ever be able to line up with them. Show yourself you can love them even when they are not lovable.
Question: A man who said 5 years ago he created the evidence that he wanted and at the same time created massive depression & then destroyed the evidence. Abraham said that when in negative emotion “We encourage increments –a gradual movement is longer lasting. However, having achieved that success…you know you can do it. Sometimes a good relationship/job/money are lost…they beat the drum of loss forever and can never turn it around…but if you focus on tht fact that one time you didjn’t have it..and then had it…you will be in constant steady receipt. REMEMBER THE SWEETNESS AND DON’T LAMENT THE ABSENCE. He said “Yes, but the sweetness activates the sadness. Abe said yes because the other end (of the stick) is more practiced. Practice picking up the sweetness and one day that is the only end you will pick up. TRUST THAT IT IS COMING. We say it is coming…stop analyzing your limits. This is no big hairy deal…just a little pattern you are constantly beating. Change your vibration and eventually you will be knocked over by the life you live. WE must tell you here that part of the reason it disappeared was because of your guilt. Excel and thru the clarity of your example you will teach others. You can’t get poor enough to make others prosperous.
### Here Abraham went around the room pointing at people saying “Well, maybe I would like to ask a question…… you must say “ME!’ Not ME NOW! But, “ME!” and expect to get called on!
Question: I have few notes here but someone was asking if the physical “structure” (body) dominates…Abe said that the cells have intelligence that will dominate if you will get the negativity out of the way…and that even conditions you were born with can change. You can actually get taller, strong…everything is in response to your intent.
Question: A woman who said that even as a child…and now…she didn’t want to go to sleep & wanted to know what it was about. Abe said it was 2 things (1) An eagerness for the experience of life (we would say this about you that you were very extremely eager to apply yourself here) and (2) A DESIRE FOR LONGER HOURS OF ACTIVITY—many times as people grow older they see shorter years and get eager to involve themselves…to devour the deliciousness of their experience. So…lie in your bed & soothe…say “There’s nothing I need to do now…allow your energies to align…say I’m going to lie & rest & regenerate…nothing is wrong with sleeping or not sleeping. Resistance makes you want to sleep. No right or wrong in amount of sleep. Make peace…IT IS AS IT IS & will become what you want it to be. If you can’t sleep & you’re tired say
“I don’t need that much…as resistance subsides…when you want more you will have it. Your body would actually like 2-3 hours two times per day.
Question: I have trouble asking for what I need. Abe asked with who---and she said at work—people who work for her & then friends. Abraham said it is because she is sensitive to their respones---it is something that she knows they won’t like to do and it messes up her vibration. You say “It is just easier to do it myself. So ask the Manager to line it up. “I want someone willing to help…and the Universe will bring you someone. You CARE about people’s response. CARE ABOUT YOUR RESPONSE. Exaggerate peoples’ best qualities. Say I’m gonna practice loving you…even when you don’t want to help me…I’m gonna love you anyway. And you’re gonna get willing or you’ll be gone (they will vibrate out of your experience). Clean up YOUR vibration. Everything you are living is about your vibration. Ask the Univers…”I’m asking for people who WANT to co-create. To do these things. Who are thrilled about co creating. Who are alive, eager & willing!
Question: She has a fiancée with 4 large dogs that he treats as people & they have the run of the house…she feels like a 2nd class citizen. Abe: Why have you decided to see yourself that way? She: Well, it’s not a normal house Abe: Well you can club him in the knee so that he will be normal. (laughter) She: Well, I like not normal. Abe: Well, we know that you do…so why do you choose to feel diminished? Like you’re being deprived because of the way he is treating them. The evoke that from him---but you want to demand Unconditional Love. She: Well, it’s a dirty house…with hair…like a smoker’s house –there is always barking & fighting---I do like them---but I see room for compromise Abe: Well, we will demonstrate with a story…imagine a sweet little girl—she is pretty & appreciative & wonderful and you go into a department store & you are just compelled to do anything to make her life better…and then there is an onry little girl—very demanding…and you are not inspired…in fact you would like to punish her
..these beasts are the sweet little girl…they make him feel good…they have a good pattern going—it puts you in the category of friction—but the many benefits of you…he is willing to make the concession. It bothers you because you want to inspire him…you’d like to be the one that lets loose of inhibitions. The answer is understanding that he adores all of you…it is not to punish you…and YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL…the dogs…a clean place…but you can’t find it if you are focused on the aspects that bother you so much. But don’t move up for the results….move up for the NOW importance of the way you FEEL. Move up the scale because it feel better.
We have enjoyed this interaction immensely. So today say “Today, no matter where I go, what I do..or who I am doing it with…I will see what I am wanting to SEE.” There is great love here for you. We are complete.